I am contemplating to delete this blog… I’m just not sure yet. But I know, that eventually I’m going to do it. Soon.
I will actually just create another tumblr from scratch and just go from there.
More than a few people I know in real life have found it and I’m not comfortable by that. I limits my ability to express myself freely and comfortably. I know I’m not even doing much of that in the first place, but whenever I really want to, I remember: “oh yeah, X might read this and think Y.”
I just want that creeping, back in the head voice that’s hiding in a corner and reminding me about it, to be gone. I just want peace in my mind. It is something that I need a plenty of at the moment.
But I have trouble leaving this blog. A lot of the pictures liked and reblogged means so much to me.

But yeah. Gotta think of a new name again. If anybody cares, just send me an ask for the name of my new tumblr so that I can give it to you.